Unpacking my Dysfunction...Who said this was a bad thing?
I have had a very bizarre toxic pain in my body and my head for the last few days. I could barely function. I slept in until 1:00 pm today and when I woke up, my head was flooded with a million thoughts. It felt like the linking together of past memories and correlations to family members in my dysfunctional-extended family. I almost feel like my mom was learning some lessons, in the afterlife, just as she told us she was still yet to learn about her own upbringing. No doubt these were very painful lessons she was learning and even though, she needed to share them with us. That, to me, could somewhat explain the chain of events leading up to the present moment of me writing these things down. What conclusion did I come to? What epiphany am I going to theorize? I think it is at least worthy of being considered. So, here we go. I will start with the end result and work my way backward. The phrase that materialized in my head after all the thoughts tumbled through my mind ...